You know, you have a right to be angry! I agree with you, the values in this country is getting worse and worse, as well as the medical care and "real" physicians. It is unfortunate, but people are motivated with threats or intimidation.
Glad you've decided to post your results when you get them. I think a few people on the forum can help you out. I've seen this before with other postings.
Oh, by the way, have you ever tried any herbal hormone replacement, specifically progestrone? Have you read Dr. Lee's book, "What your doctor doesn't know" (or something like that) on using herbal hormones and how he stumbled upon them for therapy? He has many interesting cases he cited in his book.