Re: Coming from experience
First of all my friend the Bible is so true that several non-Christains have came up with a mind bending book(Bible Code-at Barnes&Nobles) showing how acturate it is . But the Revelation of the Bible is the correct way! Not the written Word as seen as men. Look at the smart Bible readers in Jesus day who knowing the written Word missed the author(Jesus) and His prophet(John).
You need to seek out Godly men to help you with your problem which I don't believe you were born with but some where your mind just gave into the temptation for what ever the reason. Yes their might be pleasure but then one day you will that you are living a rotten life, no fullfillment.
God wants and knows what is best for people but men seems to want to live in pleasure rather than rightousness. I believe there is hope if you really want out. Please don't listen to people who say that your life style is 'gay' for being 58 I can tell by watching my my gay friends that as a large major they are a miserable group of people that as a whole are unhappy.
Being a sail boater I noticed that the storm that hit New Orleans was highly strange because hurricanes normally go to the right or left of that area. But I remember that man saying how the gay parade there would show thae world how right they are. My friend there is a God who is tired of those kind of people and he hates their sin. So I believe that the rightous suffered for the sin of that perverted type of people.
Don't kid yourself God loves you I believe but He does get tired of sin.
Your servant, Doc