There is no need to continually use the langauge you do just to ask for help, let alone repeat similar posts ad naseum. Please respect that a wide array of posters use this form for support (including children) If you want to complaign about how bad your life is we have a forum called rants & raves that may serve your needs. I see you took my suggestion and created your own blog to vent on. ;-)
Please try and use *this* forum to get advice and share ideas (respectfully).