I think there is a time and a place for everything...and that time and that place just hasn't happened yet... I am waiting for a type of self actualization that has not happened yet. I am a private pilot. I remember as a young man, whenever things were right for me, I was flying airplanes. I have given up flying but I am not sure what it would take for me to self-actualize in a way that would be right for me to write a book about my NDE. When I am where I need to be to launch my NDE on the world, it will happen but I am not there. It may be that I still have something else left to articukate about my NDE that remains unsaid that I have yet to say but whatever it is, it is something I would know if I saw it...and I am not seeing it... yet.