I am lost.Please help

Dear Ev, Dear all,
I am so stressed out. I told my boyfriend the news.I travelled to see him. he was shocked. his first reaction, I will support you on anything you want. then next day he told me it's out of control, he can't have a baby, he can't break his wife's heart and his children. he was stressed for whole week and he told me that he want me to have an abortion. I told him I need to think about it. I feel so sorry for him, he can't sleep, he is thinking all the time. he is a very nice man. but he said that the only solution to this is abortion as we both didnt plan it, and it was an accident .
I feel unwell. I had already an abortion at the age of 19. now I am 31 years old, a side of me want to keep the baby.
I feel sorry for my boyfriend, he is a good man and we never want to have a baby together, we love each other. I told him I can have the baby on my own, he said it will damage him spiritually. for him the only solution is abortion.
Please help? tell me what I should do? I am lost
Love to All
Dinia