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You know, I have had so many near death expericences... the past one year... with lyme, it was like I was right near death...
over and over again, hour after hour.... day after day....
from the lyme. Fighting and fighitng to live.
It brought me... through such HELL on earth that I begged
and begged GOD to make me die. It was my lungs, they were near dead, the lyme had taken over them. GRIEF, in chinese medicine is the lungs. Who knows, maybe connection here.

I found out, how much... I had missed in life while I lay there, and cried. Really, and knew that I would never ever... let anything come between me and my happiness and my PEACE here on earth. This is when, the dreams came, they saved me.

Gehna