thanks

thanks FOY, I sent a message to Tracey, you can
read there if you want.

I did not think about the inner child, but does
def make sense. I have SUCH!!!! life in me, my soul
is soooo alive, but am dying on the outside.

I have a book on the inner child, but actually,
you know, I kinda feel that possibly, GOD is really
helping me out at this time, and the next move
possibly I make might be to move out, not sure.
I have lots of work to do, but really feel
that I am being helped from the universe or God...
to guide me. Kinda like they point me in the direction...
and I have to do the work. Lotsa work.