Re: Can't Stop Crying :(
Sorry to hear of your pain, but lets concentrate on getting better.
First, get some DMSO cream. It can sting a bit at first, but its very effective against herpes and should help tremendously.Do a search on google for a supplier. Never an Outbreak sell it and it does work extremely well.
Second, follow a strict diet.Some foods will make it worse eg chocolate and others eg milk better.
Frequent baths should help the healing process.
The above is what I did when I was first infected , but I rarely get outbreaks now so in the future it may stop altogether. There is light at the end of the tunnel.
If you need anymore advice please email me at Exeter444@hotmail.com. I fully understand your need to keep this private and bearing in mind the success rate for rape convictions is not good ( its about 5% in the UK), you might be better off puting this behind you as psychological stress makes the condition worse , but ultimately only you can decide.
Don't let this get you down and you will recover.
Kind Regards,
Bill.