Re: Can't Stop Crying :(

Honey I don't think you are pathetic to say the least. I will say that after a while physically you will feel better. As far as this jerk goes, I think you should do everything in your power to make him suffer, but that's just me being a vindictive woman. If he's a professional athlete then by all means call him out! Let people know what a loser he is. I'm not real sure about how the whole police things goes but if you state what he has done to you maybe there is a way they can get some kind of court order to get him tested. Do you have previous medical records that state you were healthy before? There has got to be a way, the longer you wait the harder I think it will be to get this SOB! I understand that you may feel ashamed and that telling your friends and family is the last thing you want to do but you might be surprised on how suportive people can be. If anything, call a lawyer and see what they say. Most of them will give a free consultation, so maybe try that and see what exactly your rights are in this situation. I don't think you should let him get away with. Yes, it's true that rape can be a hard thing to prove but just the bad publicity for his sorry a$$ might be a little comforting to you. Maybe threaten him and make him pay for your meds. It sounds like you need to be on something, I hate the fact that you are suffering like this. You definitely need medical treatment. Like I said before, if you need to talk please by all means email me. I'm very sorry this is happening to you, I really am. :-(