About to give up hope....

Going on month 7 now of trying to feel better. I'm sure its candida and leaky gut, at least that is what my naturalist says. But alot of what comes out, at least most of it, is white and has seaweed type stuff under it. I have been attacking it with everything under the sun including standing on my head (not really), but thats how it feels. Now I feel like its worse before it all began. I have done 3 enemas in a row this week as I havent been able to have a bowel movement even though I eat, although not alot. I find if I don't eat at all is when I feel best. I have the sweat smell all the time. I work out 3-4 times a week and cannot lose weight. I feel like I'm going to die. I just became a Christian 4 months ago and even with all the hope I have with life right now I can't get past this. All that comes out of the enemas is white thick and stringy things, and not much. I have 24 hour awful acid reflux even on medicine. I am awaiting an order of intesinew which I hope instills some hope. I just want to say Lord, take me now....I'm sorry if I'm not much help on this forum but y'all are the only inspiration and fact finders I have had throughtout this miserable bout. Please keep all of your findings coming so I can hopefully learn. God Bless.