Huh--so I'm not yet familiar with Rife, and somehow that proves I don't know about zappers--wow, talk about stretching it. Rife and zappers are two different things. Duh. *shakes head bemusedly*
And do stick your finger in a light socket--if you survive, bet you'll be quite stunned---halloween mask or not.
So obviously it took a very traumatic childhood for you to learn to behave like such a lying manipulator. Was it sexual abuse by a caregiver as I surmised, based on clinical experience with survivors of it?