The difference (as noted elsewhere) is that you are incapable of distinguishing a refutation/critique of your beliefs from a personal attack. The two are not synonymous.
But you're quite right, we're simply on a merry-go-round with this one. There's an unbridgeable gulf between us, and only time will vindicate one of us. I credit any unfortunate readers of these exchanges with enough intelligence to be able to make up their own minds.
Let me know how things pan out for you and your worldview over the next few years. I just hope you have the constitution to cope with the disappointment that's heading your way.