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I don't think the mushrooms were contaminated. I think they loosened something that was stuck and now it's floating around driving you crazy.

I am going to venture a guess.

You hunger for love and eat to comfort yourself because you don't yet have the confidence and ability to get and keep a lover in your life. If I were in your position, I would look for a chinese massage parlor listed in the body rub section that features pictures of pretty girls. Check the reviews to see that it has a good reputation. Walk in, pick a girl, lay a $100 bill on the table, and tell the lady to keep the change. Lay down and wait to see what happens. I doubt you would get ripped off. I am not saying to substitute sex for love and intimacy, but until you have some sexual confidence, which comes with experience, you won't be able to make love competently and keep someone in your life.

We go to gymnasiums to condition our bodies and stay healthy, we go to universities to prepare for a good job, we study for months and take classes to get a drivers license, and we enter the most important relationships of our lives with little or no information on how to be a good lover and enjoy mutually satisfying sexual relations. It's messed up and it has to change or war is just going to escalate and the family is going to become extinct. The family unit is already listed as unsustainable on the Agenda 21 hit list.

I am surprised you are not having two ejaculations per day. Most men your age are. It is good that you are being conservative with your sexual energy. Keep retaining your ejaculations. Delayed gratification in that regard will intensify your ogasms. When you can give yourself a much better ogasm than anybody else can, you will be capable of giving a woman a better ogasm than she can give herself. And when you can both coordinate a mutual simultaneous ogasm, you will open the portal of atonement and enter the state of nirvana. To prepare for this, you need to look up jelquing and begin to do it twice daily for 20 minutes. Be sure to flex your PC muscle when you do it. This is about building muscle and keeping them strong in preparation for marriage. But it's okay to ejaculate once in a while and clean out the pipes to prevent your sexual energy from stagnating.

I am so sorry they circumcised you. That is a part of the plan to make sure there a plenty of soldiers who are willing to sacrifice themselves out of frustration and anger because they cannot figure out how to satisfy a woman when they have half as many nerve endings in their genitalia and a clitoris that is exponentially larger. I don't know what God was thinking, but religious authority and morals that require people to neglect their natural sexual urges has made the situation worse. Tweet