Re: I'm about to commit suicide
Thanks for your existence, i feel less alone after reading. I hate the wasted effort of healing all week, just to inevita6ly f it all up again, it pains me to hear tht it's on your face, i have it almost everywhere 6ut my face, 6ut have covered it up my whole life with my fav lie, "i like the heat, thts why i always have long sleves" its on my feet, calves, knees, thighs, stomach, sides, el6ows, forearms, wrists, knucCles, and fingers. I was 6orn with it, n it seems everytime i start healing, im hit with some sort of 6ullsht, like having to walk an hour to work in the 90° weather, or getn eaten up 6y tons of 6ugs. My favorite thought is imagining the reaction of ppl who find me in a puddle of 6lood with my throat sliced open 6y my own hands.(post? Why not, ive alrei typed it) i wish i wasnt such a little 6itch, n could actually go through with it, 6ut who am i kidding, ill suffer through it till i die of natural causes, hurry up lung cancer!!!
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