Killing yourself isn't the answer. You'll only end up hurting the people who really love and care about you. I suffer everyday from ammonia Body Odor ; everyday. It's totally humiliating, frustrating and just an abysmal quality of life. My career in medicine is over. I now work for minimum wage. I make excuses for not having a social or love interest when asked. I have a very uncertain future. Having said all of this, I still manage to continue living life, no matter how much it hurts. Don't give up. Talk to counselors, pastors, priests, friends and family but never give up. A cure could be just around the corner, so don't give up; stay alive! There's more hope when you're alive, but no hope when you're dead.