You actually sound as bad as I WAS! I swear,...I know EXACTLY what you're talking about!
I had to remove those bloody dead 'nasties'! What you are experiencing are the toxins from die off. That crud circulates around in our blood steam,...and some can pass the blood/brain barrier! You can attest to this!
I had to go to coffee enemas!
Having never done them before,...I out it off for nearly 6 weeks and actually almost killed organs in the meantime!
It's a rough go of it still,....and you have work and house stress it sounds. I have the later too. You will need us, but you can do it!