Thanks - EDITED

I'm not trying to recruit followers, but glad to see that at least some of you understand what's going on with me.

It's scary that my ex boss gets so riled up at me for something I did NOT deliberately do. I got grumpy for a short while because I wasn't feeling well after he chose to expose me to inhalant allergen that caused me to get cerebral allergy and feel extremely agitated and feel like I wanted to break glass or anything else. I didn't mean or intend to get that way and say that to my Sister. When you drink Sugar water with live yeasts, things *can* go South on you if the conditions are right, and that's what happened to me. I was just trying to get well, to get better, to feel better, progress, and get along better with everybody, to work my way back up to be able to work again, not fall down and take a long time to recover.

Water kefir might be fine for many people but there's always a certain few like me that have a more sensitive body chemistry, and they too must be acknowledged, not ridiculed or put down. Why it *seemed* OK to me for a few months and then later seemed to explode in my face, I have *no* idea, but it happened. I get the impression that I may have actually improved faster if I had not ever drank water kefir at all. If I hadn't taken garlic, cayenne, etc., every day while drinking WK, I may not have been able to tolerate it at all. This is why I think it's a good idea to take breaks from things just to be able to see what good, if any, these substances are really doing to us.
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I think ex boss thought I was starting to dislike women but I'm not. I have made some changes because I have a new ability to make up my mind. I decided to stop emailing 2 women I knew. I prefer real life friends and not spend a lot of time emailing. He sent a woman neighbor over to ask me to help her with starting her car, and I did, to fulfill his test.

One gal from NH was a dear friend in real life but since I moved 800 miles away in 2003 I no longer want to carry on emailing her. I questioned why she'd want so badly to carry on emailing me. It seemed like a put-on, and one I could put an end to, so I did. If she wants to come here to see me she's welcome to, and I'd gladly be her real life friend.

Not wanting long distance affairs with anyone. For me, it's real life or nothing. That's what I choose. I'm old fashioned and I like things better the way they used to be.

Not wanting to email my sister as much either, and I'm sure I will cut back one way or another, because I'm not real sure how trustworthy she is. It's not right that I email her too much when she's at work.

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