Re: I'll never get well

Unforgiveness only hurts ourselves, so it is best they say to drop unforgiveness as quickly as we would a venomous snake.

That's true but he seems very evil because he will not stand anything to do with irritibablity, but when you have bacteria imbalance it can flare on you and make you feel miserable and you may not even notice it immediately, sometimes not until you get irrititable with someone, and then, for him, it's too late. Then you have to pay a high price, and possibly have your world turned upside down for a long time, a lot longer than you ever expected or wanted it to be, on top of your attempt to recover from your unwellness flare up. I'm sure there are many people here that can relate to bad bacteria flaring up due to ingesting sugar. I do not think I'd take sugar internally again after that. It's honey or nothing from now on.

Now I feel lke the world is angry at me. At night, cars start making a lot more noise about the time I go to bed becasue they don't want me to sleep, and I don't sleep well, not enough to charge my batteries. I have a very limited energy range before I become so tired that I can't lift an arm. This is scary, being the health seeker that I am because I feel they're trying to kill me and they may succeed.

Joe