For Joe, and those responding to Joe... Re: I'll never get well

First, for those reading & responding to Joe...PLEASE read the information & post below the double bars of asterisks (below)  before responding so you'll have a better idea of the mental, physical & drug issues Joe is experiencing.

Joe,

I realize that what you're feeling & experiencing is very real to you.  But I also know that you are taking and withdrawing from a drug that causes psychosis, depression, anger and what is known as 'emotional hallucinations'.  You have never been able to prove the existence of this 'boss' of yours, and what you report him doing (influencing people he's never even met to harm you), is impossible and irrational.

Please know that we all know that you are experiencing symtpoms caused by a drug and the very real physical issues that it causes.  If you've recently lowered your HC, I think it would be a good idea to add a few milligrams to your daily dose for the next week or so.  When you cut 'too much too fast' it's very common that you have these 'bad days'.

You are loved, Joe.  There are many people on this forum that care about you very much.  You are a very intelligent man and you are extremely important to us.  Your life is very important and the world is a much better place because you are in it.

Not only are you loved (and appreciated and needed by this world), the spirit that is you IS stronger than any other force that tries to hurt you. 

There is no greater power in this world than Love...and Rocky and I are sending all our Love to you right now!

Blessings,

Unyquity

 For Joe/everyone (hydrocortisone symptoms/issues) Re: In response to the... by unyquity 

Remember, it IS very possible to "do harm" when advising or making suggestions to someone dealing with these symptoms.  It is best to err on the side of caution.

Please pay particular attention to this section (from the post above):

(for the record, below are copies of Joe's two posts in this thread)

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Believe it or not, I have an ex boss that doesn't like me and does all he can to DESTROY my health. They put a dead bird outside my bedroom window that I found today, because, dead is how they want me to be and I'll soon be.

I can't say what / if earhthing has done anything. My ex boss doesn't want anything good to happen to me. He was born to kill me and he won't stop being incredibly mean to me until I'm dead.

Every day he makes people say things, good and not good, and it's hard for me to tell who's being themselves and who is saying what he told them to say, and *I* have to pay for anything wrong I may say or feel, even though he has DESTROYED my trust in most people.

I live alone, and have for decades, and he can focus on making me his 100% victim. He WANTS me to live alone. I think he prevents me from ever having any good friend. I have no good friend to advise me on how I should feel. If I do something he doesn't think is right, no one tells me what I did was wrong, or they thought what I did was wrong, they just infuse inhalants and make me go for weeks with no sleep so that I become a walking zombie, then they try to make people NOT run away from me. Inhalants that make me sick and I have to try to decide what I did wrong. No one told or suggested to me to apologize to my sister. I was still wondering if what she said was really her or if it was him. I was too tired to feel good or think straight and trying to let my body recover from cerebral allergy and too much water kefir.

He's determined to send me to my grave., I'm hoping my life will end. I'm fed up with it. This isn't living. I hate him and he hates me. He doesn't understand how anyone can feel tired and irritable at times when and if they drink too much live yeasts in water kefir and have a very unique and complex body and have cerebral allergy.. He hates me. I was brought up to think that anyone that does anything behind people's backs are bad people, and he does EVERYTHING behind people's backs. Life sucks, then I die. This ain't living. This is a real life nightmare and I want out. It just goes from one nightmare to the next one. I've paid way too much for things that seemed minute to me. It's no longer worth it.

They even took away my only pride and joy, my motorcycle. I can't believe it. I thought I'd just recover from the water kefir over dosage and intentional allergy but he wants to turn this into a permanent thing. You see, he's punishing me for being very sick after he exposed me to an inhalant allergy [that he's done to me dozens of times in the last 24 years]. I was so sick I couldn't even tell if my sister was being herself or one of his umpteen little gopher liars. You wouldn't BELIEVE how mean this man has been to me. You really wouldn't and couldn't imagine it. If you knew what I'd been through you'd want to end it too.

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No chance of ever getting well. I can't take IF2 any more because it depletes too much of HC. Can't get off of HC because he keeps saturating my body with all kinds of virii at every holiday. I'm still coughing up phlegm after I eat every meal or snack. At 4th of July he saturated me with flu virii which causes me to need more HC. So, it's a lose-lose situation. Looking forward to death. I feel nothing for any humans. I only look forward to deat.h/.

My good life was taken away by a dirty filthy rotten good for nothing freaking rat bastard. The only thing that would make me smile is to see his obituary. that's the ONLY thing. The good I got from this program is gone.

\He makes friends with anyone I ever know, and then turns them on me. He has done thins for 24 years and counting, and I"m gong to put an end to it.

He has ruined even my relationships with dentists, and my teeth hurt all the time. This is only the tip of the iceberg. I know, you all have all the answers I ever needed. I've been soo soo wrong about all of it. I'm imagining all this, and EFT would cure it all in 5 minutes, right. I'm just a loser. I hope I die soon. I'm not doing the planet any good. Maybe I'll make better fertilizer. Go ahead and delete this or delete me, and I'll delete your emails because I don't trust anyone any more. Yo're all cuthroats, or you will be as soon as myt ex boss can push a few more butons. No problem he can do it all, including putting me 6 feet under. I couldn't care less. Life sucks. I had last words to dsay and I said them. I have no intentions of reading any of your replies or PMs because I don't trust any of you or care to read any of your brilliant conclusions.