Re: I'll never get well

No chance of ever getting well. I can't take IF2 any more because it depletes too much of HC. Can't get off of HC because he keeps saturating my body with all kinds of virii at every holiday. Therefore I cannot do any Liver Flushes which I so badly need and ever get better. I'm still coughing up phlegm after I eat every meal or snack. At 4th of July he saturated me with flu virii which causes me to need more HC. So, it's a lose-lose situation. Looking forward to death. I feel nothing for any humans. I only look forward to deat.h/.

The Earthing sheet I got, he will come up with 3 new ways to make me even sicker, so I can forget about getting any good of any earthing sheet.

My sister said something to me that was INCREDIBLY insensitive and rude last week, but it's ME that has to pay, NEVER her. After improving my health by eating vegan and doing lots of things, and spending 12+ hours a day working on my motorcycle instead of sitting on my butt all day every day, she said : "you're not a mechanic". that goes to show how incredibly BLIND and COLD and DISCONNECTED / OUT OF TOUCH she is from me.

My good life was taken away. The good I got from this program is gone. I was actually starting to feel that life may not be so bad after all, but that's slipped away.

\He makes friends with anyone I ever know, and then turns them on me. He has done this for 24 years and counting, and I"m going to put an end to it.

He has ruined the relationships I had with a few old friends in NH, becasue I think he's afraid I may be thinking of moving back there, and that would make him feel endangered.

He has ruined even my relationships with dentists, and my teeth hurt all the time. This is only the tip of the iceberg. I know, you all have all the answers I ever needed. I've been soo soo wrong about all of it. I'm imagining all this, and EFT would cure it all in 5 minutes, right. I'm just a loser. I hope I die soon. I'm not doing the planet any good. Maybe I'll make better fertilizer. Go ahead and delete this or delete me, and I'll delete your emails because I don't trust anyone any more. Yo're all cuthroats, or you will be as soon as my ex boss can push a few more buttons. No problem, he can do it all, including putting me 6 feet under. I couldn't care less. Life sucks. I had words to say and I said them. I have no intention of reading any of your replies or PMs because I don't trust any of you or care to read any of your brilliant conclusions. I didn't come here to argue with anyone or look for answers or armchair counselors.

My eyesight is failing due to liver problems, and can't get well. It's all downhilll from here. I'd be better off dead. Life sucks.

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