[EDIT]Re: Feeling hopeless, desperate for advice.
Quick reply.
I messed my mind up with drugs and other substances as well a couple years ago, but I was able to clear it up completely. I pretty much had full blown paranoid schizophrenia with EXTREME anxiety and terror.
I was doing Dr.Sutter's protocol. You can check out his forum here, or his website.
I did "DayStarBotanicals" colon cleanse, "Humaworm"
parasite cleanse, then coke liver flush, along with taking "Bariani" olive oil and other recommendations from the protocol. I felt GREAT for a while.
Eventually, I ran out of money, life really got in the way, and since I couldn't continue with the health stuff, my overall health came back worse and now I'm dealing with other problems, like hypoglycemia, that limit most of my options for healing.
Until now, thanks to all my nutritional deficiencies, my mind hasn't been too bad since I did that program though.
If I were able, I'd still be on his program, along with new things I've learned along the way.
Check it out, it's a simple program.