Re: Feeling hopeless, desperate for advice.

i am 53 and have been having problems with my health since i was 11 everyone thinks im nuts even the doctors say im OK i know im not my health in the last 3 yrs has been the worst, i thought i had allergies to everything but the allergist says i have dermatitus to everything i touch  i was at the point i was starving myself because that was when i felt the best  i cut out glutn, then dairy  then all food completly after a week of no food i wound up at the er, i dont sleep, very depressed, sinus problems for 2 yrs. and this is driving me crazy. 5 times in the last 10 yrs i have been rushed to the hospital with sudden onset of vomiting,diarrhea total numbness of my whole body, pain in my liver and chest  and still im told nothing is wrong with me  its a panic attack BULL SH.... there is something wrong. there are tuns of other symptoms a list to long to mention i had a murcury test done i was 3 on a scale of 5 i only have one amalgum filling left first i thought CANDIDA so great i  took caprilic acid and i am on a very strict diet only green vegies,chicken,stoped fish cause of my mercury reading,wild rice   ^( i forgot to mention i have had surgery on my arms ) wrist elbow and shoulder problems these problems started a few months after having all but one fillings removed is there a connection i dont know,right now i am doing a parasite clense my sinuses have cleared up 98% but it is still there i am starting to sleep a bit better but i still have broken sleep but i feel much better all my joint pains are gone i feel like in30 its strang not to be in pain every minute of the day, i know how alone everyone feels and how hard it can be to convince your loved ones your not a hyecondreact and my husband well thats another story i try to explain that whatever i have he has and i dont want to touch him in fear i will become reinfected i just dont know what to do this so hard to figure out on your own 1m on day 9 of this clense and will keep you informed of my sucess so far( i do feel better) and i am willing to talk to anyone who need help(if i can help) some times just hearing someone elses experiances, well we at least know we are not crazy and can maybe help each other to get through this LIVING HELL and finally have a chance to live a happy pain free lif. good luck to all!!!