I hear you, and have been there. I have actually stuck to raw fruit and nut with raw virgin unfiltered oils and have felt PHENOMENAL after only a few days.
But I get sabotaged, and have to cook and feed a family who don't follow the same path. It's very difficult, and I would do SO much better with the diet if I lived alone.
But I don't - and don't even WANT to - live alone.
It's very difficult. And we DO have to eat.
I feel like an addict, one who can't remove my drug of choice from my own home.