I posted an experience that I had when I was much younger bewnyfur, I wanted very much to believe in the bible god at that stage in my life. I had no firm beliefs one way or another. Even now I keep an open mind about the things that I have not proven to myself. What I did prove to myself through my experience was that there is no bible god. There is universal energy, but the god character portrayed in the bible, is not universal energy, but a projection of the ideas of human beings. This is why I could not experience this god for myself, because this god does not exist, however much I wanted him to.
The connection to universal energy that I felt, goes way beyond the limited concept of the bible god.