I started reading your post and had to stop - very tired however, I could not wait to give you my most sincere gratitude from the bottom of my heart for the time and effort you have put into "healing me" - I just cannot believe the in-depth post and the healing guide reflected in your post.
I am so amazed - how can I ever thank you - you have NO IDEA WHATSOEVER what a psychological impact this has on me in the most positive way -
I will lay down for a while and finish your post and respond to all of your questions.
I also want to thank all the other individuals on Curezone who have taken the time to reach out and help a stranger.
I am not religious anymore but, very spiritual indeed and I send you all Blessings of the Universe for your kindness.