re: order of cleansing and getting off of antidepressants

I have fatigue, low energy, low blood count, and anxiety, but on the good side, I have started a parasite and colon cleanse after starting and stopping several times. I have been afraid to do the liver flush. I am on antidepressants & sleeping aids and have been for four/five years now. I want to get off of them - I really feel that these feelings worse, but I have tried several times and the rebound is awful. I am already eating organic, little or no dairy, no sugar, white flour, processed foods. Questions: Do I give the parasite and colon cleanse, then, liver flushes time to work and then, try to taper off (I have reviewed "the roadback.org" as a guideline for taper)? I cannot stand flaxseed oil (smells like oil paint to me - I'm an artist - cannot imagine eating my work;-) Is there another oil that will help? Has anyone else worked through this stuff with antidepressants and sleeping aids and can offer advice? Any help would be appreciated - feels like I am circling the drain and I don't intend to go down without a fight. Tweet