Re: I suspect I was sexually abused, but have no specific memory, but all the symptoms?????
Thank you so much for your heartfelt reply. I really took in everything you were saying, and agree about finding out for myself, without the use of hypnotherapy. I just told my boyfriend last night about this, which I have always kept this part of my life secret as I just thought I went "crazy" as a child and therefore, labeled myself that throughout the years, rather than speaking about it and trying to discover WHY I would've gone crazy. He says, 6 & 7 yr old girls don't just go Crazy unless they are reacting to something that happened to them. Without getting caught up in babbling more about this, I do feel that I am going to seek counseling, but am so wary of suggestive ideas (that would lead me to believe something that may not be true). The problem is, I only remember some things about my life before this happened, its a fog, and so I feel there is no solid basis to put any faith into one answer or not. However I do realize this is just the beginning, now that I am taking what happened to me seriously, and that can only lead me down a path of discovery.
As for meditation, I could definitely use that! Probably would be a good idea considering how stressful this already is, not being able to figure out the puzzle.
Thank you again so much for your words!
take care.