choices

yet,still I can't choose between sexual conquests and exploration over..love or whatever that may come about.A part of me wants to dig deeper and seek an actual
relationship with actual feelings and growth,another part of me wants to do and
explore as much as my body desires until I am just sexually exahusted and gained that
sort of wisdom only true experiance can bring on,you know how some guys can just look
at some girls with that look and they get wet with desire and lust right on the spot?? shit man,i see it happen all the time,the guys who get it and the guys that
don't..I can just spot them,if you can't then chances are you have no idea and most likely the guy that doesn't get it lol.
(:
i have alot of insight and do own a part of this ability but so much of it is
scattered and happens haphazardly or I'll feel it(attraction)and indudgle in the feelings for myself,while being unreceptive of their advances - leaving them out
and feeling hurt lol. I am a self-rightous bastard I know.