buttaface
i know what i was trying to do.
she is a 'buttaface'...everything is hot,'but the face' lol.
I don't think we would make a good couple,she has many attractive traits and little things in how she acts and such i do find appealing to me,she has a nice body and all- but there isn't that spark,that bang,that 'click' inside of me.
to be perfectly honest,she really isn't all that good looking to me up close.
She has a good profile (from the side) and from afar but i seen her up close a few
times and she kinda makes me cringe..not to sound mean but she's kinda ugly in a way
to me,not sure why.I really can't see myself kissing her nor becoming fully
aroused glaring at that ugly mug of hers,not to say that i am this great work of
art or anything but i don't think i am 'ugly' lol...it's not not something i have ever been insecure about say like my body or something (used to be really skinny)
She has a smokin' hot body but the face really is the deal breaker for me,if
she isn't beautiful or at least really cute then i just won't consider them or
there seems to be some sort of mental barrier.I mean,i used to like this girl alot
because i only seen her from afar and her body was really all i seen.I can tell
she is this independent little deep thinker loner chick just the way she carries herself,works and orientates herself around everyone else..but good god,she is so different looking up close.Sorry to sound superficial and vain but it means alot to me for some reason..i really don't think i could be with someone i wasn't attracted to in the face lol.
Quite honestly i wouldn't even have sex with her if she was naked in my bed right now spread eagle and all..wait,never mind..i would,i'd just turn the lights off..either that or put a bag over her face rofl.
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that's it..it's over, i am no longer even going to consider her as dating nor girlfriend material.There are a few other girls I have been scoping on so it's all
good,no harm no foul lol.She just seems like a big empty vacume of open space,no
facial expressions,no passion..but then again maybe i am just projecting,in reality i have no idea whom she really is..i am merely being a superficial %¤#&!§-,but right now she isn't someone that i want to get to know too terribly.
not to sound mean but she reminds me of 'regifted presents',crappy with a pretty wrapper lol.(she has a fantastic sense of style)