bah..I am pretty much hopeless in the whole relating to people and intimacy department,i don't really care anyways seeing that I have a complete inability to connect with another except through negativity and %¤#&!§-..
I guess i'll just live out my love life through my imaginations and hope that
one day I'll become hopelessly insane and become totally enveloped in my fantasies..I don't care it's alot better then what I am getting now,which is nothing but %¤#&!§-lol
i hate people anyways so it really doesn't matter..i know i know i don't hate people.i really hate myself or whatever..so be it.