Re: not sure of my appeal..

i got it..pizza,beer,chucky cheeze,air hockey video games and then a boring bookstore and maybe a p 0 r no store..something wild,crazy and out of the ordinary..kinda like me.
i like her but i don't want to put on a facade of someone else,this way - she sees me in all of my craziness,if she doesn't like me then f**k her,i don't need her monkey ass anyways..

on another note..my lower back is killing me and i think i may need spinal cord surgery I can feel the muscle disextending from my lower back,right on the column ..it's been a real problem for the past few years but didn't want to cry about it..having a sit down computer job combined with a poor posture just made it worse..
wish me luck on both accounts.this would explain the headaches and weird sensations i have been having..
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