not sure of my appeal..

since my kinda new job,it's a really new and different environment for me.Highly co-ed with early mid 20s something real good looking girls around me ALL the time and throughout the day.I haven't noticed alot of the things I noticed now even though I like to think that i was pretty in tune to females.It's like everything kicked up a notch even without me being directly aware of it happening,all the little things I don't notice right away seems to lock into my psyche and I end up thinking about it later and becoming further interested or attracted,the way they stand,sit or swagger.

Anywho,I have noticed that a few have taken a liken to me ,though I am really unsure of what I am doing that is causing it..I would of course like to because I would like to improve it and get better at it.My direct communication and flow of the interaction is kinda crappy right now because I am so moody and irate most of the time.But alot of my indirect communication seems to be causing most of the attraction I am getting..blushing,smiles,bed room eyes and such.I honestly don't do anything differently nor aware of my anything happening other then noticing that I become sweaty all of a sudden and my heartbeat increases..I turn around and there is a girl gleaming at me,no joke...I don't mind the attention really but it's kinda a bother even obnoxious in a way,because I am not really interested in them in that way and even if I was stuff like that don't really turn me on.There is this tough little brat that I always lock horns with,real mouthy,though real emotionally intense.She is also responsible and I can also tell she hasn't been laid in a long long long time (grumpy lil toot!) she gets into this all business no play mode and it's soo sexy to me!lol..things like that turn me on so much more then direct in your face sexuality..not sure why..hmmmm..actually,though I like my p 0 r n and as nasty as I can get it,when it comes to my girls or in reality,I like a little more class and less
trash..go figure lol.
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