I can't get over it. I know you guys dislike the guy

But seriously...and it's not all that talk about how he had NPD and has made me think that it was all my fault.

Why did I pack some of his stuff when I really didn't want him to go??

We've been talking a little bit...as friends. On New Years he came here and we had sex.

Hung out a little bit since then.

Should I stop talking to him and see if he contacts me or continue to talk to him and let him know he's in control of the situation...because hanging out with him makes me feel good. Makes me feel normal...
But then he gets his dose of me without having to work for it. Then it's easy for him to wean himself off of me...all the while I'm coming home alone and getting depressed.
I want him back.
I really do.