Re: a brief confession

well..I have lost out.This one girl that I kinda had the hots for left or got another job,I haven't seen her for like 2 days.
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the thing is,there were two occasions where I could have said something to her,hi,anything..I remember feeling really hurt both times,like I knew I should have
said something but I don't know why..turned out I think that was her last day there.
Also today,I was planning on asking this one girl out that is horridly beautiful and friendly..I kept putting it off,when the time came at the end of the day and I finally had the nuevoes to do it..she wasn't even there!
doh!

I figure,it's best to know or get an answer..even if it's a rejection,because whats
worse then a rejection to me is to question 'what if?' and ponder the possibilities,
I can't read thoughts,I can't judge or make the decision for her,I can't make up her mind..I have to at least give the situation a chance.

I should have asked her..I could have been out right now lol.
oui..

I will say 'hi' to her from now on.Learning from my last mistake from the girl that no longer works there anymore..
you snooze you loose,I should have said something.I will say 'hi' to her everyday until I feel comfortable enough and to get her guard down..after a few dates I can be the true pig that I am ..

*oink
*oink


j/k

./end sarcasm.


she really is beautiful.

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