Re: Feeling sad

Hey MB! You know the sad part...I didn't leave him! He left me.

But there was a point 11 months after I moved out (and this happens often with abusers) he wanted to see me. A mutual friend set up dinner for the three of us, so it felt safe. I didn't know he had missed me.

So we started out the evening drinking shots of tequila....I know, dumb. In my anxiety about the whole thing, I think I drank too much. He was incredibly charming (unfortunately he was an exceptionally handsome man...seriously he looked exactly like a young David Crosby, only more virile as he was a body builder). It was obvious...he was giving me major signals. All this time I hadn't been with any man...didn't want to be.

We went off to a Mexican restaurant. A deep restaurant with a big window on the front looking out into the street. Well I felt a bit sick when the smells hit me. So I went back to the ladies room, and walking back...well it was like I was on a ship in a rocky sea. They had ordered crab enchiladas....urp.

When they brought them I felt like I would barf....so I got up, barely maneuvering the chairs, and out the front door. Out in front, breathing in the air...here he comes with that lovely dovey look. Arms open, telling me how wonderful I look, how much he loved and missed me. Coming to comfort me....

It was at that moment that I projectile vomited all over him. It was a direct hit, and he was less than a foot from me. I couldn't have aimed better...I first hit his crotch. The second was a direct hit to his heart.

His comment?..."I take it that's a NO?" I have to give it to the man, he was pretty funny.

The drive home was messy and smelly. Our friend was sitting as far from us as possible (and guess what? I found out she had been sleeping with him...go figure!!)

So, if I ever see him again? I might have to stick my finger down my throat so he really gets the point!!

Narcissists never feel sorry. I wish, but it ain't gonna happen.

Thanks for the reply.

Molly




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