Yes, I watched my Mom die of colon cancer- Oh it would have been much kinder and sweeter to let her go before they operated and chemo and artificially extending her life- only to die in a coma wrrithing in pain.
And I wish I understood "md-ese" so I would have not gone along for the ride of pain and disintegration.
When she ffinally departed she weighed 68 LBS( normally 120 LBS) and so wracccked with bedsores and pain- It makes me feel congested in my heart to even think of it
And I knew nothing to do to help, I suffered in my helplessness to be impotent in her hour of need.