Been There, there is no way anyone could think of you as an ogre. You are compassionate with a very deep groaning for the love of God. We should all desire such a relationship. Even though you and I know that anyone can worship God anywhere and anytime, there is just something about corporate worship that connects us to humanity and God at the same time. You start to see the bigger picture of what God's family is all about. Even though meeting here on the internet can be a form of worship also, it misses some of the advantages of the actual touch of another person. The feeling of accomplishment when a church group can work together to help the people of the world in a way that an individual may not be able to do on their own. Thank God for churches and the good they can do for humanity in the name of Jesus. :)