Sorry to hear you're having a rough ride, I'm sure the results will be worth it for you in the end. Did you find it easy to get the meds (not sure what country you're in)? Can I ask how long you have to take them for? I'm presuming you tried lots of other stuff before you took these, do you feel its important to build your system as much as possible first? You've probably said before but I cant remember whether its blasto you're treating or something else. I hope you feel better soon....