Re: Off Topic~Thirty Years Ago This Week
I am sorry about your profound hurt and losses and I hope that you will have a sign this month since it's such a reminder for you on those losses that those family members are watching over you. Know that their suffering is behind them and only joy fills them now.
I read somewhere and I'm thinking it was from my favorite book of all time, ever..The Outside by Colin Wilson (it's about Existentialism) where he says that his family lost at least 6 family members to their butcher of a Dr. but that no one thought to change Dr.'s in those days!
You have, you are a thinker, you are a seeker of truth, a rebel! I like rebels, I find them to be original people, unique in many ways. They are the ones that find the kernal of truth, which grows and feeds many people.
October will be a good month for you, in fact it may turn out to be your best month in the following years! Because the pain that October reminds you so much of, creates in you a reminder to channel into the love that abounds all around you.
Prism