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Date: 11/22/2006 5:27:04 PM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 2606 times It's 6:15pm on Day 3, and yes, I broke. I ate. I ate some mixed nuts (my ultimate temptation), dried apples, and eventually a little dinner; not quite half a clubhouse.
I don't know why. I think I just wanted to. I wasn't particularly hungry, but I just wanted the comfort of foooood. So I broke.
Yeah, I'm really disappointed; I wasn't having a particularly rough patch or anything. Anyway, I've already decided to get right back on track and see it through again, starting with Day 1. I'm human I suppose, and I can be forgiven for screwing up, right? I feel so awful about it; I know C and M will be really surprised (and probably disappointed) when I tell them, and yeah, I have to tell them. Damn.
I think at this point all I can do is accept it and try again. Besides, it was NOT worth it. I do wish I didn't do it but there's no sense in beating myself up over it; it really only put me 3 days behind and I know I CAN DO THIS. My tummy is a bit sore and to be honest, I didn't enjoy it like I thought I would. If there's any silver lining to this, it would have to be that for the next time I'm thinking about breaking early, to remember what I feel like now and just realize it's not worth it.
I hope you did better than I did today. :(
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