I am ready to tell my secret! by mo123 Blog entry

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by mo123

I am ready to tell my secret!

I have kept this secret and only a very few knew the truth.

Date: 2/28/2009 10:55:26 AM ( 15 y ) ... viewed 3333 times

As many of you know I had a flubbed OJ fast. After 8 days I had a severe reaction. I had regular bm's for 4 days and then on days 5-6 had one bm. Then on day 7 had a severe breakout on my upper turso and on my toes. Peeling lips also. When I contacted MH, he told me I was dying and the only reason for me to be alive was my skin. I thought to myself that this could not be true but did not want to take a chance so stopped my fast. Well I did not get better, in fact I progressively got worse. I began to realize what MH said was true. I was extremely close to death.

I tried everything from castor oil to detox teas and could not go to the bathroom. By this time I was so full of toxins that it was a near fatal thing. I contacted all the top professionals at Curezone and each one helped me in their own way. Finally after taking an entire bottle of castor oil three days in a row and doing some coffee enemas I had a regular bm. But I was not well. I had relief temporarily.

Each time I got thru the enema and saw a few creatures I decided I was well but this degression would only get worse.
I decided to do a liver flush and was preparing for the liver flush by drinking apple juice every day but I continue to get worse. So a very good friend sent me an emergency message that I must not do this and that my body and mind needed rest. I did not even tell him how bad I was.

I had a relapse of my dementia and I could no longer talk. You might notice that I have been posting less and less and talking little. No involvement in debate forums and just boring at times. My responses were at time very wierd like the post I made on my brain. I wanted to keep this illness secret as I had no ideal of what was happening. I mean was it black magic, was it just destiny or a problem from all the toxins in my body from the OJ fast? So I had everyone keep my illness secret.

I started on a new diet with a coctail of spinach, yogurt, brocolli, flax seeds, pollen and olive leaf and I drank that for 3 mornings. I ate mostly raw with little cooked foods and of course had my budwig. After 4 days I could talk again. Now it is been a little over a week and I talk normally. I still have mind problems and I feel like I am having an internal war with my brain but I can see that I am nearly recovered. I took black seed and honey everyday and of course you will see I sold my microwave. I did not want anything in my home that even slightly resembled rays.

My friends were shocked at my immediate demise and shocked even more at my quick recovery. It was awful, people laughed at me cause I was sick. People laughed because I could not talk right. I pity those who had the nerve to chastise me for being sick. I wonder how they would feel if it was the same for their mother?

I had the majority of people offer to help me and many did many errands for me. I am busy making a lot of fermented foods. I pray more and thank Allah more, for the return to my health. I can guarantee you, that I would never do a OJ fast again. I was in great health before, funny how we listen to everyone except our own body.

SARA