Thank you nurse Ren for surely you know what I am going through with your mom's problem. I became weak today and so depressed with how everyone is treating me that I had a cup of nescafe. I became violently sick and felt as if my whole body was going to explode from the pressure. So my feelings are founded.

I prayed to Allah to let this not be but sure enough I have this awful disease. I went back to bed and feel a little better now.

Even though we want things not to be true they are. So here I am eating my 4th cure and I feel better. I eat this every night. I am positive I will find a cure as it takes one one who is merciful to help.

Sara