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Day 1: 32 Day Fast
Disgusted with myself
Date: 8/6/2008 10:40:05 AM ( 16 y ) ... viewed 2444 times Yesterday my boyfriend and I truly became gluttons. I had been doing well for the day until he met me and wanted me to go and eat with him. Not only did we go out to eat last night but we went to 2 restaurants!!! By the end of it, we couldn't even finish our second meals we were so full and the taste and smell of the food was making us gag.
So at that point we really felt disgusted with ourselves, as we should be. It was such a depressing night that we went home and google searched the passages from the bible re: fasting. At this point I can only ask God for help with this addiction of mine. I know that if I don't stick to this fast and lose this weight I will be crying come 32 days from now!!! Why couldn't I just stick to it???
My boyfriend wants to start a fast to lose a bit of weight, although he has almost no fat to lose (he has no weight problem). And I am where I have always been, except a bit heavier :(
Today I dream will be day 1, but based on past experience I won't celebrate until I actually reach Day 2.
SW: 166.2
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