Brick Wall in my Way
I cannot seem to get back on track, but I am not giving up . . . not at all.
Date: 6/29/2008 9:50:22 PM ( 13 y ) ... viewed 2682 times
I have hit a brick wall. I cannot seem to get started again. I stopped for my period and went crazy for a while . . . now I cannot get back on track.
I am still eating alkaline forming foods (Mostly green vegetables and fruits like apples and pink grapefruit) I have gotten into the Special K the last couple of mornings tho but I cannot seem to take that early morning drink, something just always gets in my way. I am back to feeling tired that I can barely wake up and some mornings I am halfway peeing when I remember that I was supposed to get a catch.
I have not given up . . . I just need to get back to there - - to the close my eyes and chug and look at the big picture. My problem might just be that somewhere in my mind I am searching for a quick fix and this is something that takes months for me to get to my goal. So maybe I should make my goal more attainable.
I intend to keep blogging about the journey and try not to give up. But I guess I have to either tear down this wall or climb over it fast.
I welcome all and any advice on what I should do. I was considering doing the Master Cleanse and the Urine Fast at the same time, I don't know if that is suicide or a pretty good idea.
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