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Friday (Day 44)
Frustrated, Sad...
Date: 3/22/2008 12:34:09 AM ( 16 y ) ... viewed 1932 times Yeah, so it's all out here in the open. It's a little embarassing. It's funny, I know how to lose weight. I have different ways I can do it. What I don't know how to do is create the habits in myself that keep me consistently skinny and healthy...
I believe that people come in to this world with challenges. When they've figured something out, they can go to the next challenge. If they don't successfully navigate the challenge in this life, it remains in the next until they master it. I believe in reincarnation. We are here to learn. We will learn from different perspectives. as different people, tackling every aspect of life as we move forward in our quest for godliness, nirvana, etc.
I wonder if people with no food issues have simply tackled them in the past. Funny, eh? An excuse for myself? Doesn't matter. I've put a lot of effort into this, made real changes, stayed healthier than most people, certainly more than average, and that's even with the food issues I have. I wonder if all the people who are overweight struggle or maybe aren't even there, or don't even care about their health yet. I pray that I'll be pointed to whatever life lesson, whatever habit or wisdom or key that I will need to be who I want in this aspect. I am open to learning. I want to be slender via healthy means. I can do it other ways, but I want to do it the healthy way. Pray for me, send me good and successful vibes, for this is something that I've always wanted.
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