progress lengthening fasts 12 y
5 1/2 day fast now; also day One of Pushing away the food unless it is absolutely Ok with me to eat: a radical new discipline
I am so scared and I have been so brualized and I have to succeed at this fast I have to
I will succeed at it
I am also starting a day count of pushing away the food truly honestly.
No e... read more
Day 40 of Lengthening Fasts: Day 3 Post 78 H Fast 13 y
Scared, but Eating lightly post-fast
I am scared. I can't write a lot now and have gotten such b.s. on this whole website that it is hard but I am just going to vent or make a gesture at venting.
I got a particularly toxic comment j... read more
DAY 37! Got my Day Count Back 13 y
Succeeded in 78-Hour = 3 1/4 day Fast!
No time to post in detail as I want to but what a beautiful success. I am giving myself back my Day Count of increasing lengths of (weekly or biweekly or triweekly) fasts.
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Day 33:Lost Day Count. Changing My Habits to Suceed at Fasting, Making New Day Count 13 y
Trying to start looking at my overeating and commit to stopping that and to diet cleanup, in order to progress in lengthening fasts.
The title says most of it.
I just can't write it all out right now.
I am just going to say that I am sad and lonely.
I lost my fast, my 3 1/4 day fast. After only 40 hours.
I didn't like w... read more
Hard Time. But starting 3 1/4 Day Fast Tomorrow 13 y
Struggling to commit to post-fast light eating plan, 600 cals. per day
The most important thing about this fast is that after it, I have to eat ONLY 600 cals. per day for 3 full days.
I really need a firm plan and commitment to do this.
I have been ... read more
DAY 28: Pain, Confusion, Need to Commit to Sitting Down and Planning 13 y
I am firmly in a fasting day count. The meditation will lead the way to stopping the overeating between fasts.
well - maybe it is not so bad as I portray it. It's just that today is a day of forcing down more food than my body can deal with. Yesterday was the first day I used enema to enable overeating si... read more
DAY 27: Successful 3-DAy FASt; Progress Against Overeating/Bloating 13 y
Working to stay sober in between fasts, some progress.
I need to sit down and work out how to stop eating when eating is not OK with me.
This is the source of all my bloating, all my symptoms, and all the destruction in my life.
The resistance even t... read more
DAY 22: In 3-Day Fast!!! 13 y
fastign 3 days
Well, this is a breakthrough, even though the f***ers on the water fast forum have raped and finally annihilated me. I am sad as I write that. i want to write somethign strong.
My main focus b... read more
DAYS 1 - 14 of Lengthening Fasts: 66-Hour Fast! 13 y
The beginning of my really learning how to fast at length. Making necesary changes to be more food-sober in between fasts.
I have a day count now on being in a mode of lengthening my fasts.
Finally I am succeeding in learning to fast at length, which will result in healing. (only -- perhaps not in the way I imagined!... read more