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To a 17-year- old Young Woman 19 y
This is a message to a 17 year old young woman who I met on Sunday following the High School ReUnion Brunch.
She worked at a Bakery at the Farmers' Market. I would like to continue to reach out to her if she wants help. I have never had a daughter. I do not have young people in my life I can inspire or hear. Perhaps she would like that. I know it would be healing for me. She loves to read. She liked my poem Your Creation.
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it was so good meeting you on Sunday
right after the brunch from my 40th High School Reunion
for Fairfax High.
It was so sweet to go to the Farmers’ Market
and meet someone who is now going to Fairfax High.
I use to go to the Farmers’ Market a lot when I lived in the neighborhood,
just like all the young people who were hanging there on Sunday.
Thank you for reading my poem,
Your Creation.
It seemed to touch you.
Thank you for allowing me to read your Blog.
It is very personal as Blogs can be.
It is an honor to share in your experience as a 17 year old.
I have b ... read more Your Words Healed Me 19 y
This is a message to two witnesses from the past,
Ira Erenberg and Glenn Erso,
allies from High School 40 years ago.
Out of a deep conversation
at our 40th High School ReUnion,
I was able to pick up pieces of my life
that were broken when I was 17.
This is a letter to Ira Erenberg
and Glenn Erso, two high school allies
who participated in a Radical Healing
that occurred at my 40th High School ReUnion,
April 9-10, 05 in Los Angeles.
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Dear Ira, Dear Glenn,
I am stopping time to reflect on
the deep conversation we had on Sunday
at the brunch, when we gathered for our ReUnion.
You too have lived in my dreams for many years.
I knew you both has gifts from my Soul to give me.
You the special time we shared had deep meaning for you.
I have long believed that between Lovers,
the Radical Gift of healing, is that the ... read more A Message to my Father 19 y
This is a message to my father. This is a healing of a deep issue of abandonment, and a communication of things that need to be said.
There are things that can be forgiven
between Fathers and Sons.
I accept I chose you to be my Father.
I accept that I chose to learn the things
I needed to know about my soul from you.
I accept that I was born into a world of religions
that do harm to children, and that fathers
were once children themselves.
You never intended to hurt me.
You did your best.
You never likely even know that you did not
give me the care and attention that a child needs
because you never got that care from your mother
who died as well when you were very small.
You grew up in the depress ... read more Finding Courage to be an Adult 19 y
I am going
through Radical Healing.
I want to make
the most of my Adult years.
I am willing to allow all the good
I came to do, to happen now.
”I’ve been waiting half my
life to tell somebody about
Leslie Goldman. Always figured
I’d wait for some desperate moment.
Now it’s here.
LOS ANGELES TIMES MAGAZINE
SUNDAY, MAY 31, 1992
I am in the midst of radical healing,
and you my dear CureZone Family
are bearing witness to a transformation
our world sorely needs/
I am growing up.
I am accepting the willingness
to be an adult in a
deeply hurting world
that desperately needs
you and I be grown up,
to be all we can be
regardless of the pain
we have suffered.
Dr. Bernard Jensen
believed in radical healing.
... read more Thank You!!! 19 y
A gift of a beautiful image for you.
A welcoming to explore with me
my 40th High School ReUnion
through reading my many recent Blogs on this.
This image is a gift!
I wanted to send something lovely your way
for sharing this remarkable day of life with me.
I have a lot of blogs where I am culling healing
from my 40th High School ReUnion.
They are on pages 8 and 9 of my PlantYourDream Blog.
I am writing these for personal healing
as well as sharing how I approach my healing process.
I hope you gain a lot too through this journey!
Matthew Fox speaks of four paths that make a whole person:
The Via Positiva
The Via Negativa
The Via Creativa
The Via Tranformativa
I emmerse myself if all of these
to get the f ... read more Today is a Remarkable Day 19 y
This Blog sets an intention fo this day: It will be a remarkable day, a great day. I will be finishing up for now
review and growth from my Fairfax High School Class of '65 Reunion. I will be resting and starting to prep for Mark Victor Hansen's MEGA Marketing Univeristy that begins
for me Thursday night.
We must not tarry, said Virgil
if we are to get out of this inferno
alive!” and so we move on...
Your Enchanted Gardener
April 13, 05
I am feeling tired in my head.
Today is a remarkable day.
My body is feeling very sexy and alive
in Sarinas house of pleasure
and positive Jewish experience.
I have many miles through the woods
to travel today.
I am moving through an Inferno of memories.
My bowel has not been happy.
Sarina has a large drawer of cookies,
and in the absence of pleasure in my own body,
other than what I am giving myself,
and the presence of a lot o ... read more The Four Destructive Emotions & Love 19 y
What are the four destructive emotions
of fear, anger, pity, and jealousy? They are
blockages, blockages of love.
This is a gift for Daizy, who expresses
Source Energy. This is a teaching
from the Essene School of Thought.
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The four destructive emotions that lead to blockages
are fear, anger, pity, and jealousy. By giving them very
names, you begin to battle illusions. There is no such
thing as anger. There is no such thing as Pity, and there
is no such thing as jealousy. All these things are blockages.
There is no duality. There is only one energy
and that energy is love. Love means harmony.
Harmony is the desire for balance. Balance begets peace.
What are these emot ... read more Father Substitutes 19 y
Coach Ridderhof was one of the bright lights of my senior year in HIgh School. I did not have a father at home that I could call my own. The Coach saved my life and gave me a team be feel a part of.
It was in my 10th grade year that I was running the track
and felt like I was breaking down.
It was early in the morning, first period.
I had had a very difficult time that morning at home.
Ida, my stepmother, woke me up again with early morning
vacuuming in the living room. That was where I slept.
I was feeling compressed and angry.
I did not feel safe. I had no safe place to think
or study except the library, far from home.
I wanted to succeed. I wanted to excel.
The pressures were great.
I was running around the track.
We were being clocked.
I was a very slow run ... read more The Day JFK Died 19 y
This is the story of the feelings I had when I first began
'to break down when the condition that years later was diagnosed as arthritis. These are the feelings that were
in my head. These are feelings I am in touch with now
at the time of my 40th High School ReUnion.
It is said that for everyone who lived through that day,
we remember where we were.
I remember being on the way to Dr. Greenstadt’s
chemistry class. It was greek to me.
I was already suffering with hip pain.
I imagine I was in the 11th grade.
Somehow, because of my natural affinity,
I excelled in biology. Many of the smart kids
were in that class, and they natural progressed
on the chemistry and higher levels of math.
I was good in nature, but I had a learning disability
when it came to math and this applied to chemistry
as well.
I was trying as hard as I could.
Id ... read more A Love Story 19 y
A Love story that happened to me the other day, as I was having an epihany of healing following my 40th High School ReUnion. This story is about finding others who need our support and love and giving it. They may not
be able to receive the love, but we can still send it out and be grateful for whatever we have send. As Bernard Jensen taught, we love for ourselves. Love someone today because it makes this world a more lovely place.
Sunday afternoon, following an incredible healing
that took place at a brunch of old friends from
my 40th High School Reunion,
I was the last to leave the Marie Calendar’s Restaurant
on the Miracle Mile in Los Angeles.
Los Angeles is the City of my Birth.
It is the City where I go back from time to time
and receive miraculous healing when I am open to it.
I left pieces of my self in Los Angeles.
The Tree of Life I am
started to cripple up in Los Angeles
before it showed up in my body.
Then, in Los Angeles the crippledness
I physically carry, so to speak--
first showing ... read more We love for ourselves by Bernard Jensen 19 y
We Love for Ourselves by Bernard Jensen. Love makes the world go round. Putting this energy out was inspired by RomanceDating. I have a lot of work to do today, and she gave me some wonderful energy just now through her words. Much Love to All, Your Enchanted Gardener
We love for ourselves by Bernard Jensen:
http://www.lesliegoldman.com/Worlds_Greatest_Lovers/id64.htm
This was inspired by RomanceDating:
RomanceDating:
http://curezone.com/blogs/c/post.asp?f=92&i=129&d=34
http://curezone.com/blogs/f.asp?f=241&t=59894 visit the page Lost in the Woods 19 y
How and why did my Tree of Life grow the way it did?
”Nel mezzo del cammin di nostra vita
mi ritrovai per una selva oscura,
ché la diritta via era smarrita.”
”Midway on our life’s journey, I found myself
In dark woods, the right road lost.”
--Dante, from the Divine Comedy
I am feeling intensely sad
about ”My Poor Tree.’
I look at the lives of dear friends
at my 40th High School Reunion.
Some are married,
some are lawyers.
They seem so emotional happy,
many of them.
Some are here with their wifes.
Some speak of children.
One woman is are with her mother
and her daughter.
I wish I could get inside some of
the li ... read more The End of Mercury Retrograde 19 y
This is a moment of decision. How do I ride the waves
of this week and come up with the results I would like to have by next Monday?
It is 4:37 AM Tuesday morning,
April 12 and this is a moment of decision.
Yesterday was the end of Mercury Retrograde.
Mercury Retrograde is a astrological phenomena
that occurs about every ten weeks,
and lasts for about three weeks.
It is an incredible time for many sensitive people.
Others seem to be oblivious to it.
Still others are effected by it, but haven’t a clue
why they are feeling extra edgy, extra PMS,
extra ready to bite the head off
of anyone who gets too close.
Lots of souls in bodies decide
to leave during Mercury
Retrograde.
This time it was John Paul ... read more The Gang's All Here! ReUnion! 19 y
The Gang's all here! Seeing some old friends after ten more years!
I am carrying the basket.
Left of me is Ira Erenberg.
Right is Glenn Erso.
Please read the story of my 30th Reunion
here:
http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=92&i=120
More soon!
Your Enchanted Gardener,
Leslie visit the page Rising to the Occasion... 19 y
Rising to the Occasion...making the most of my 40th High School Reunion
I am in a profound healing.
My 40th Reunion in Los Angeles
helped me piece my life together in ways
I am hungering to write about.
Saturday night was a wash.
I arrived in L.A. late Friday night.
I was exhausted all day Saturday.
A few of my closest friends were at the banquet
Saturday night, but I was so tired
that I left around 10:30 PM
and so did a lot of others.
We are all around 57 now.
Many of the alumni looked really good,
very hansome, and the women great too.
It was interested how the guys hung together
and the women chatted among themselves.
I left question ... read more Are you a "Choke?" 19 y
Are you a "Choke"? Is your disease going to define you?
”I cannot believe the world
has suffered without your writing in the world!”
--Kevin Ryerson
Are you a ”Choke/”
Have you made the most of your God-given talent?
Does it bother you that you feel deep inside you
are meant to do something with this life, and
not doing it is a sourse of your Dis Ease?
I have this going inside me.
I remember Kevin Ryerson, one of the most
successful Trance Mediums, and a personal influence
in my life, once saying something like the quote above.
He channels one of my main life teachers,
John, Son of Zebedee, a spirit guide who draws
from t ... read more Are you a "Choke?" 19 y
Are you a "Choke"? Is your disease going to define you?
”I cannot believe the world
has suffered without your writing in the world!”
--Kevin Ryerson
Are you a ”Choke/”
Have you made the most of your God-given talent?
Does it bother you that you feel deep inside you
are meant to do something with this life, and
not doing it is a sourse of your Dis Ease?
I have this going inside me.
I remember Kevin Ryerson, one of the most
successful Trance Mediums, and a personal influence
in my life, once saying something like the quote above.
He channels one of my main life teachers,
John, Son of Zebedee, a spirit guide who draws
from t ... read more |