Thank's Dina.I am going through a really tough time now, As I have a few times before. I know it will pass, It just seems to hurt more now, Guess that's because the pain of the other's had faded over the years. I do feel we are tugged and pulled by our creator when we are sad and pray, I usually come here looking for alternative health advice, When I accidently saw your post and read it, It was like a (sign)...haha. I rolled up my sleeve's and sorta released, It felt sooo great to get some of it out, So......, Your post touched me as well!! I know these things that happen are for a reason, And it's leading us to the one we are supposed to be with. Heck....? Who knows...? Maybe even back to the one we left, Or was left by...? All I can say is when you are left by a person you thought relly really loved you, And you really really loved them, It's a Pain inside you that HAS NO DESCRIPTION..!!! All you see in frount of you is black. Not able to see into the future for quite a while. Everytime the phone rings, Maybe it is her. Everytime some one knocks at the door, Maybe it is her. But...., It is not. It just takes time for the pain to go away. I know I will be fine someday....(just hoping that day is soon)haha. Cause I dont like this feeling at all. Thank you so much, Hang in there, You'll be okay. Thank you for your kind words. Bob.