Anyone would think I was crazy but I am dealing with Major Regret over something I did 10 years ago. I left my then husband for no good reason except I was young and thought "the grass was greener". Our son was only 2 years old at the time. I eventually remarried and divorced since then and he remarried and is living happily with his new wife in their beautiful home. He loved me more than anything and waited at least 2 years before he moved on. For the past couple of years I have been feeling like I made a major mistake and that the three of us belong together. These feelings have gotten worse instead of better. I have apologized to him and also made it clear about how I feel but he said he is happy with his current life. He is a wonderful father and I now feel like she is living the life I should be living. I know I have absolutely no right to feel this way considering how badly I hurt him but I can't help it and I can't make these feelings go away. It is starting to drive me crazy, it is all I think about. How do I get over this?? I am feeling like I never stopped loving him but I must have in order to have left him and stay away until it was too late, right???? I am so confused and conflicted.