The worlds a hard place. There is no justice.
Thats the challenge of life.
The only salvation comes from knowledge. Without knowledge you will be poor and frightened.
Educate yourself, learn, and expand your mind. Knowledge is what seperates us from monkeys. Monkey's throw shit at each other. Humans fly in rockets to space.
You don't need University, libraries are free.
Learn how money works, its not so scary.
You can overcome, just think about what your ancestors had to overcome...